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A silly girl that beleives every thing that people tells her. She laugh like crazy, cry like crazy. She's waiting for someone to protect her. She's tired of getting hurt.

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Monday, September 14, 2015

Sometimes I really wonder, 是不是要等到失去了,才会开始后悔,还是根本不会后悔?我猜你不会。maybe I should just ignore everything. I could be anything to you. because you will only say anything. Which means, have don't have, meet Don meet, makes no difference.

I've made up my mind. I wont be so causal or cheap from now on. Why should i even care about meet or dont meet when your answer will just be, anything.



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Wednesday, February 18, 2015

No one will care about how I feel. Not even you. Starting to feel tried about caring what others think. Not recognised then so be it. I might not be getting married with him either. Or I should say I don't think I will be getting married with him. So what that we love each other? A mother in law or a family like that is something I couldn't tolerate. Who doesn't have past? You like to spread rumours telling series to each and everyone okay fine. You like us to break up to quarrel. I will do it. You don't like me I doesn't like you either. I am not related to you.  I don't have to tolerate your faces or nonsense.



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Thursday, November 28, 2013

这种感觉又回来了。我还以为这感觉不会再回来了,原来是骗人的。病了没人理真的不好受。心好痛,可是又哭不出来,说不出来,好难受。是我错了吗?



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It's seems fun to you
Friday, October 11, 2013

Seems that hurting someone could bring you joy. Be it last time or now. I dont understand what's so nice to hurt people around you. especially those you used to call best friends. Am i suppose to be at fault? am i suppose to give up this r/s. It seems to be getting worse.

It's fucking painful when someone you treated as a best friend tells you that she will not give us blessing, how we will be happy?

It's really fucking painful! Really. I thought that being ignored is alr painful enough. I didnt expect that this will continue when i didnt even do anything at all. Fuck!

I dont understand why when i always treat people whole heartedly i always got shit back. There's no such things as 好人有好报 at all.



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No no no. I love you
Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength
You came to me when I was struggling
You softly came to me and kissed me
You embraced me like magic
I never felt like this before
Are things hard for you too sometimes?
Why are you being sad by yourself?
When the lights turn off one by one
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You had so many dreams and when you were feeling nervous
You hoped for a miracle out of the many hardships
I’ve never seen you being shaken by the continuous wind
Did you hold it in for a long time?
Why are you hanging your head down low without a word?
When people start to leave you one by one in this world
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You always were a strength to me
You always believed in me
When everyone else tells you to stop
I’ll become the last love that you can look upon

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

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Totally lost
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Suddenly feel that I don't know you well at all. Despite us talking on the phone every single day even I'm in Bangkok. There's always a distance between us. I'm totally lost when you're feeling sad. I felt myself somehow so useless when it comes to this kind of things. You always tried to cheer me up, but me? Can't even do a thing to cheer you up. Hais. What can I do?

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Tuesday, September 10, 2013
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Thought for the day: A daily text from you, makes my heart melts. <3

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